The more that I put myself into a situation of trepidation, of uncertainty, the more certain that I become. I was asked on the spur of the moment to do something for work that meant travel, training, and putting myself out there, more than ever. Again, fear, fear being at the center of what holds us back, that keeps us from being truly authentic- FEAR. Fear was part of my embarking on this work adventure, but I needed to not give it much attention.
What a burden, a source of angst, a barrier to which there seems to be no escape for so many.
I am not sure at what point in my life I made a conscious decision to rock my purpose. It seems as if I have been rocking my purpose for some time, at least, that is what it looks like from my perspective today. You see, I don’t know if my memory serves me well; I don’t know that I have ever questioned what I am doing here, why am I meant to do what I am doing in my life.
Meaning? I don’t ever remember thinking aas a child, that I must achieve a certain goal, or fulfill a certain aspiration in order to be truly happy. I mean, I have had moments, hours, days of unhappiness, conflict, and deep sadness. But, overall, I have had a truly, happy life so far. And, not because only great, fortunate things have happened to me. But, because I feel happy, inside, deeply within. Soul love, soul bliss, soul happiness. So, I have never thought that my main purpose in life was to have a certain career, create the right kind of family, or to live or work in a particular place.
And, most recently in my awesome life, I have fully discovered my purpose, and am actively rocking it.
In a big way.
My purpose? Spread love, spread joy, help others, teach, learn, love life as fully as I can. Rocking my purpose means living life fully, and loving myself first and foremost, and then, sharing that awesomeness with others.
My own awesomeness. At first glance, at first thought, talking about my own awesomeness could sound so arrogant, so full of self. At least, a first glance from those that don’t yet know me.
If you know me, in 3D or cyber, you know that me declaring my own, absolute awesomeness is expressing the complete, soulful love that I have, for the self that I present to you. For, only in fully being myself, my real self, my vulnerable, quirky, fascinating self, do I fully rock my purpose in life.
For my purpose in life has nothing to do with the money I make, the status I achieve, or the property I acquire. Rocking my purpose has everything to do with the true contents of my heart and soul. The real deal. The true me.
Declaring my absolute awesomeness, you see, IS rocking my purpose.